another chilly morning.
somehow this is already getting a little monotonous.
Saturday, August 2, 2003
Friday, August 1, 2003
i'm lucky to get the sun shining in my window throughout the day if the weather is right.
some mornings when i wake up, the sun's rays will be falling across my body. and i will shift around so that my head will be under the sun's shine. it's a really nice, fuzzy feeling to be dozing under the sunshine on a winter's morning. and it's really hard to get up when its sunny and i'm in the sun.
around noon, the sun will be shining into my room from directly in front of my window. so that a neat rectangle of the sunlight will be cast upon the area of the floor closer to the window and that's where i sit. so i will be sitting in the glare and it can get reallly warm. but it's also really comfortable and sometimes i just sit in the sun reading or stoning or dozing even when i'm not sleepy.
the evenings will cast orange beams across my table and computer. and it gets hard to see what's on my computer screen. but i sometimes stare at the rays of light instead of what's showing on my screen.
i hope summer doesn't come too soon.
maybe i shouldn't have taken econs after all. i tried to do my tutorial assignment and all those old feelings of bewilderment and confusion came back. ms lim, where are you to scream at me with your beaming face turning into a mask of blind fury at the snap of the fingers.
oh away! away with thee! macroeconomics and thine fiscal and monetary policies and fluctuations and graphs. thy minions of suffering are succeeding well in creating the dark periods of my days and nights.
in other more succinct words, fuck you econs.