alrite yeah i'm done with packing woohoo oh yeah lock and low. left only the electronic stuff now like laptop and digicam and shit. feel like i not prepared to leave yet though. like i haven't said my goodbyes to the place yet. ah but oh well. i think i'll miss my bolster the most for the first few nights. ah but i'm getting pretty pudgy anyway so i can just hug my tummy to sleep.

here's a pic of it unstyled. yep i think unstyled is better. i am thinking that it looks more like a mullet than a mohawk.

my mother likes the back bit of my hair cos it's wispy at the bottom. she say it's nice cos "like girl liddat". i always knew she wanted a daughter instead.

wizzup lay-eez an' gennimun. i's got a haircut.

it looked more funky hap messy and shit but i go and itchy finger and touch here touch there. the top and back is longer than the sides i'm sure you can envision it. some kinda funky ass stylo milo mohawk variation. more like a nohawk if you ask me. but i was like mmm oh well ok. i got not much hair to work with in the first place so i can't expect much. the hairdresser guy ran me through how to style the hair and seriously by now i can't really remember much already. lots of pinching and twisting and shit like that.

well i've taken a shower cos it's so goddamned hot and i think my hair looks much better unwaxed. probably also cos i'm lazy and waxed/gelled hair in hot weather is just really uncomfytable know what i mean. lots of wispy shit going on at the back of my head now. i can't be bothered to take another picture of my hair not poseurfied and anyways i likes it when you guys get to see me looking shit. so if you wanna see it come on down to the airport or wait till when i'm more boliao. right now i'm hungry. and when you hungry, you can't be boliao.

so watch out ladies. there's a poseur alert sounding and it's emanating from M to the E.

is it just me or is the right side of my face rounder/bigger than my left? fuck that shit looks freaky man. must be lens warp. yeah. that's it. lens warp. do yourself a favour and don't click on my picture huh alright.



update: due to some persuasive feedback from concerned netizens, you can no longer click on the picture to see the original sized picture of my mug. but if you wish to view said picture in its entirety, drop me an email. we'll work things out.

goddamn i love it when there is so much good music that i want to listen to all at once. the feeling i get inside is so anxious and so fine man oh man.

i really wonder what will happen to me if i go deaf one day.

grammys were pretty amazing i think. save for a few performances. but i dig how it's music first awards second this time around. good mix of nominees and performers except for a few wtfs. but i'll take comfort that there are less wtfs than usual this year.

yeah and i should start packing soon. i'm not being very prepared this time around.

6 am and i'm pacing the room like a madman with a rolled-up newspaper in my hand. my eyes are still glazed and lazy and my body is filled with lead, but my mind is filled with an uncontrollable rage.

ah to hell with it.

the goddamned mosquito will be crushed later. when i find it.

dig it. my mother likes franz ferdinand.



i was playing the album and she was like is that the radio and i said no why and she said hao ting. rock and roll. actually it's not that surprising seeing how she liked weezer also when i was playing it years ago.



happy lunar new year everyone.

more jiwwo chat shenanigans-



nyanko nyao says:

so whats the funny thing you wanted to tell me

jillian says:

today i was on bus

jillian says:

crowded buys and there was this really unattractive couple eating each other

jillian says:

but i just cant fathom

nyanko nyao says:

eat?

jillian says:

how she can bear to do it

nyanko nyao says:

eating each other out?

jillian says:

cos like

nyanko nyao says:

on the bus?

jillian says:

really not trying to be mean

jillian says:

but he had like 100000 piomplse on his face

nyanko nyao says:

fucking hardcore man. got take pic or not.

jillian says:

so like if she just miss his mouth right

nyanko nyao says:

A COUPLE EATING EACH OTHER OUT ON THE BUS IN SINGAPORE

jillian says:

shell be eating his pimples

nyanko nyao says:

HOLY FUCK

jillian says:

i felt so sick

jillian says:

ahahahahahah

nyanko nyao says:

got photo or not? my god.

nyanko nyao says:

a couple eating each other out

jillian says:

yux

jillian says:

NIOT THE EATIN EACH OTHER OUT PART YOU MORON

jillian says:

THE PIMPLE PART

jillian says:

ARGHS

jillian says:

nvm

nyanko nyao says:

YOU SAID EATING EACH OTHER WHAT

jillian says:

my poinmt

jillian says:

WAS THE PPIMPLKES

nyanko nyao says:

WHO EATS PIMPLES

jillian says:

DIDNT U READ MY MSG

jillian says:

Obviously not

jillian says:

moron

nyanko nyao says:

WHEN DID THE TERM 'EATING SOMEONE' START TO MEAN EATING SOMEONE'S PIMPLES.

jillian says:

sh

jillian says:

bloody moron

nyanko nyao says:

WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO INTRODUCE SOME NEW SLANG

jillian says:

snigger funny renmembering it

jillian says:

hahaaha

jillian says:

so gross i feel sick

nyanko nyao says:

EATING PIMPLES IS FUNNY TO YOU?

nyanko nyao says:

YOU SICK SHIT.

jillian says:

there is no accounting for taste

jillian says:

its hilarious

jillian says:

the bloody bus was so crowded I SHOT THEM DIRTY LOOK

jillian says:

and tsk them

nyanko nyao says:

please lah. you made out with samuel and edgar at the same time in jc.

jillian says:

blocking my entance

jillian says:

edgar's weird

nyanko nyao says:

ooOOOooOOOOOoohhhh you shot them a dirty look and tsked them ooOOooOOOoOOOHhhhh

nyanko nyao says:

jealous.

jillian says:

jealou swta shit lah

jillian says:

OF HER PIMPLY BOUFREN

nyanko nyao says:

dont get angry

nyanko nyao says:

its ok.

jillian says:

siao

jillian says:

come to think of it

jillian says:

does weicong have pimples

nyanko nyao says:

youre fantasising about him now arent you

nyanko nyao says:

i knew it.

nyanko nyao says:

I KNEW IT

nyanko nyao says:

RECIPROCATION

jillian says:

aer u nuts

nyanko nyao says:

then what has this got to do with him

jillian says:

why not

jillian says:

just thinking abt guys in general

nyanko nyao says:

thats a lame excuse

jillian says:

you're mad

jillian says:

so do u think weicong and i have a chance?*swoon*



my oh my oh my.