exams start tomorrow. and it's my favourite subject first. boy i can't wait for this to be over as soon as possible.



been waking up even earlier than usual and holing myself up in the library which is such a change of scene for me that i think i might change my name to preserve my anonymity.



i'm quite stoked that i'll be heading home in about two weeks time. wanna be all walking around town and eating some familiar hawker food again. i am really getting quite sick of the food i'm getting in hall. so much so that yesterday i didn't even have lunch or dinner. i just ate instant noodles. which i don't think is that much healthier than hall food but oh well.



itinerary for today:



get up, morning ablutions, breakfast, library (till i'm sick of it), lunch, library again (until i get tired), dinner, maybe library again? or back in room stoning and trying to study whilst listening to music on laptop.



i am a CD library. i have lent out i don't know how many CDs. i hope i get them all back before i leave here. i'm not too worried about the CDs that i lent to singaporeans cos i can get them back from them back home. but i've lent some to a japanese girl too. and Osaka is quite a ways away to be getting anything back from anyone.



soon this will all be routine and mundane. this is my life now. shuttling between countries. i'm sure i will start to really feel displaced after a while. not really in sync with the groove back home and not really in time with the beat down here. of course things will never be the same when you return to them after a while. but i hope i'm not missing out on so much that i'm a stranger to home. that i'm a stranger to you, you and you.



this is quite a ramble.



it's too early and i'm too tired.



Phantom Planet - "Lonely Day"