i look around and i see almost everyone around me in relationships that have been going on for real long. And i also see the people, like me, who have fallen out of their relationships, or have been single all the way. There's a pretty obvious difference between us. Those in relationships seem to a certain extent, comfortable, and settled. Or at least have an idea what to do or what they want to do. The rest of us, are still wondering, and wandering. Which is better? i really can't say. But this feels pretty alright.





i think this is getting too philosophical and contemplative.





Why?





Because i feel like puking when i read it.





i could punch myself.