looks like the big guy ain't too happy about this movie.



i feel displaced.



but that's not really right cos that would mean i had a place.



another lesson-free friday, and i'm wondering what i should do. of course the obvious option would be to study. and i have this feeling that i'll just end up wasting my day in my room doing nothing staring at this computer screen for hours. and perhaps taking another wasteful nap.



it's the same old problem. not doing what i set out to do here. or at least trying.



i think that one thing i've gained from here so far is confidence. but i think i'll just fall back into singaporean attitudes and strides pretty soon after i get back. another faceless automaton in our economic machinery. of course if i return with a different attitude, people are just gonna think i'm being a banana and all in-your-face with Overseas Study Syndrome. as usual i think i'll face it with the same old attitude that i had. i'll try not to give a damn.



i want to watch kill bill.



i want to catch up with music. i want a big cd store with listening stations. i miss borders.